Long time no update

sorry about that imaginary people who read my blog.

I've told my mother, brother, sister, friends, and extended family that I'm trannylishous. My brother still hasn't talked to me yet.... but then he's not a talker or call you type person. But I don't want to call him because it will be akward and I'm afraid he's going attack me or something. My sister is semi alright with it and mom's cool. My dad is moving back to Tennessee [with my sister hahaha] so I'll have to tell him... ugh. I don't want to.

I've gone completely off my diet. Today I ate cheetos and icecream today even though I have good quinoa salad in my fridge. I don't know what my problem is. Also I haven't excersised in a month or so. Saturady I decided to talk my dog for a walk/pathetic run to the park... and I lifted some sissy weights? And tried to do a push up?

I'm having trouble focusing on school work because al I can think about is hormones and top surgery[ Ive been estmating the cost and imagining it constantly], so I've decided to incorporate that into my projects.

Also I've not been binding becuase it hurts my back and ribs and doesn't even do that much.